In this moment of time, I search for peace without you
Always numbing myself with the drugs of today
Lookin’ for the drugs of tomorrow
Realisin’ it is both the pain and symptoms of a grand delusion we share together
Only in changing ourselves can we ever hope to be free of this misery
A self created illusion that I could ever do this alone
It leaves a bitter taste of reality
In the end it doesn’t have to be jails, institutions, or death- though if you so choose you can guarantee a right to perish under avoidable destruction
I call upon something else now, in some sense above me
If I ever want to escape this hell hole I dug underneath me
I tire of relying upon a soul built for failure,
Twas ne’er said it’d be easy
but there has to be a life better than this.
